missing u ;

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Please let me get through this alright...


cuz im going to be okay :]


after this term ends :P

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awesomee new song that i am addicted to
[ I want to cry - Brave brothers ft. Jay Park ]
its really sad if you watch it :(
~ [its on my mixpod]

- Lyhniee

dream ;

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Most of the day I did nothing really, just camwhoring aka procrastinating. :L

Only good thing was that I had a bunch of m&ms for a snack. :/

Saw a fat bird in the backyard. :]

I don't remember much of my dreams.
I know that half of peoples dreams are forgotten the second they wake up.
I wish i can dream of something that made sense. :S

I am about to go revise maths once more. :P

Mande you make me laugh, you'll soon find out :x

I did go to tutor and work on my chem and maths hard out tho :D
so now im procrastinating again i guess...

- Lyhniee.

five ;

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First day of SPRING :D

So i havent been blogging for hmmm 3 days i think :S
anyway... umm yehh mabs =________=
flipped to the next page and was like
"wth ??!! have i been studying ?? i dont know this crap"
lool nah it was just really hard TT__TT"

HAHAS everyone was dead after that, at leadt me and hong were.
we were just like (=_=)(=_=) ; teacher was like telling us her lifestory
or something ... idk wasn't listening

LOL hong ; [ advise for a 5yrold - shut up lil bastard ! ]
HAHAHAHAS ~

Its been 5 longggg days D: haven't seen ....

... the outside world trapped in my room studying lool >_>"


yess went so hyper today after a certain event :]

soccer was umm yehh pretty fun,
but me and duyen felt guilty of dragging everyone
to do soccer when they really didn't want to :(

hmm so tennis or bb or something else ?
i dont really mind i like most sports except rockandwater

- Lyhniee

scarybumm.

Today went to vietschool. The elections were at the hall in our school and like usually it isnt there so a lot of people were getting confused about where it was so they were just randomly walking around the school. I was walking to the toilets this morning and saw this little girl stuck in the year1's playground because it has a fence around it. So i opened it for her and found a rock to keep the gate open. A couple and their kid was nearby asked me if this was where you vote and i said yep and pointed them over to the hall hehe i felt good to help out :)

Usually Yen, Tam, stacey and i head out to tams/yens place when its lunchtime, and the guys aka vinh and martin usual go buy their banh mi thit. So well this convo pretty much explains it

- [c=#A203C9]♞ ` hong nguyen[/c=15] ·$0 says (11:00 PM):
so what did you do today?

[c=48]lyhniee.pham#[/c] says (11:00 PM):
freeekkken got stalked by some azn dudes

[c=48]lyhniee.pham#[/c] says (11:01 PM):
scary as

- [c=#A203C9]♞ ` hong nguyen[/c=15] ·$0 says (11:01 PM):
vinh and martin?

[c=48]lyhniee.pham#[/c] says (11:01 PM):
YEHHH !! they were walking behind me and yen when we got out of school at lunch to walk to tams we saw them for a bit. then kept walking

[c=48]lyhniee.pham#[/c] says (11:02 PM):
then they dissappeared then we were walking back to school and they reappeared again behind us !!

IT WAS LIKE OMGGGG
yen like nearlly fell onto the road mann
we were like shiettting our pants off
FACKK

OMG i felt like i needed a hugg afterwards, so scaryyy !!
vinh omg that frickken bumholeeee

i swear they werent following us cuz i checked once after they had dissappeared but they must have been hiding behind a tree or something :|
- Lyhniee

pole ;

YENS BIRTHDAY TODAY !! (LL) HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEN ! :] loveyou.
your always with me everything i go through your with me. :) and it all started when i came to sit at your table in preschool ( so i was told by you )

And nancy's too :) HBD Nancy !!
anyway today was yay hahas loool pretty awesomee and funn haahs . like fun how bio an chem are and fridays is. Its always the best part of my days. LOL well today everyone was told to meet at our group at first break and there were only a couple of guys that came, they [taii kiet and someone else] left early wtf ?!! jeez TT___TT" taii should have stayed or at least leave by yourself hahahas nah jokes.

Hmm after bio myvee and tien were dragging me to umm lets say ummm to something i wasnt ready for :P and omg yesterday night the convos were so looool and cute and funny and sugoi ! thnks for the pic myveee ;) hahas and screw you taii im getting there i swear i am !! was so close last two times :P HONG omg loool your so cuteee (L)

yess i like your bed hair xD

- Lyhniee

completely ;

Today was umm... hmm foggy i rbmr being in jap and talking bludging then maths me and hong laughed our asses off again. Netball was umm well really just hopeless because we were playing against girls that were taller than me by a head [ year10 ] and i thought i was tall so no matter how much i was jumping and running around it just looked so hopeless xD i could not get thre ball whatsoever.

Hahas hong you kept on getting eyed today >:]

ps if u think your hair is dry go to myvee ;P lolol she'll help you out !

ニ人 子ども、^O^ かわいい でしょ 〜!

- Lyhniee

messy ;

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So i am still debating whether i should go animania or not,

i dont really feel like it this year since last years stalls and stuff was kinda shitty but it was fun because of the eager friends coming :P

This year though the process of preperation of the tickets and what not is very messy so i was like omg cbf lol idk maybe i'll come so glomp hidan, konan and some other people :9 hahas


- btw MYVEE OMG i lovee youuuuuuuuuuuu ! no words to describe it honey (L) ;D thankyouu.

- Lyhniee.

nandemonai :

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This is hard now, this was my decision right? So where did all that happiness go? Where did all thr justification go? I don't know anymore. I knew this would be hard but i have to keep it up for now, until i know for sure. I'm sorry but this will something i have to do on my own. I know it will take even more time now but in the end hopefully it will be worth it. Hopefully i will get the result that i have been hoping for and i won't have to face reality as it is now.

I know i tend to look onto the worse case scenarios but this way i will definately be able to clear up my mind.

All i know is that i am... Kind of maybe missing that feeling.

On another note dont take it personally guys but jeez you dont have to be so... Anyway i think i over-reacted and said something i shouldnt have.

LOVe you 2pm esp Junsu :]

- Lyhniee

kind ;

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+ smile + kind + calm + caring

+ yr 8 + art + japanese + gone

+ behind me + five people + close call

+ snake + animania + kakashi + meeting

+ cruel + innocent + rat + cried

+ basketball + above + nearly + fell

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She was standing alone ;
He came up to her and said ;
You looked like you were crying ;
She managed to mumble something in reply ;
Before she covered her face in embarrassment ;

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- Lyhniee

dakara daisuki desu ;

gomen for those who can not read this. nothing personal, i just feel like jap.

kyou wa subarashi yo .

etto.. kyou wa betsuni demo watashi wa ureshii dakara anta no hohoemi wa kirei da ne.

kyoushi wa tsumaranai no aida ni nihongo da.

Rai nen, Adrian-kun mo watashi mo wa uni course - nihongo o benkyou shitai da kedo machiganai, rai nen wa totemo isogashii o naru da!


jaa, matta ne

- Lyhniee

Loved ;

Fridays are awesomee. I love them.

Today we had pracs for biology and chem.

Everyone kept on rushing around for equipment and i think its the most fun part.

Chem was funny, especially with Duyen, Silvie and Tien. Duyen with her attitude. Silvie and Tien just giggling.

But the guys always have their job of being gay. That kiet jabbing me in the back TT^TT". and Taii frkkn singing random songs with brandan and well i dont need to mention randy. Because everyone knows what he gets up to.

I heart chem and bio class (L).

- Lyhniee

Simple minded ;

[ image ] : cute little designed teabags, cute huh ?


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The first week of school was tiring getting used to it all again.

Today i had to come to school at 7 because my sister had to go on an excursion, it was freezing at the time and i was lying down curled in a ball at the group. But it was too cold to fall asleep.

I was shivering and then tobo dragged me back to the azn place saying that it was super warm there, and i knew it was but i cbf`ed. Yeah it was so very warm. I stayed there till it was assembly.

I don't know about this volunteering thing, but i heard that if you don't do it at the placements then you have to stay in school and help, with stuff like scrapping gum off under the tables etc.

Biology was fun like always. The period always seems too short.lol. Me, Taii and Kiet were walkign around looking for the classroom at first but we bumped into tobo and myvee soon and yes. We were learning about the intestines today.

Mrs Hicks: So the body realeases out Carbon Dioxide. Where from ?
Class: ...
Shaun ( or someone at the back ): the rectum ?
Class: loool ! HAHA
Mrs Hicks: O_O What ??
Shaun: heh well you said realease out ? ...

LOL !

I spent lunch going to the toilet but then i forgot i needed to go and went to tie my hair. Then i realised i needed to go and went again. heheh.

Chemistry was okay it started out okay but then it was interesting.
loool at kiet :L and omg taii >:0
just have to get on your sister's nerve just so kiet could say hi TT"


- Lyhniee

Blurred ;

+ I can't really remember much of today.

+ I know that we had biology class on the oval because we couldnt find a room, so everyone was lazing around but still got their work done.

+ i bought my chemistry book even though i didnt have it today --"

+ Maths B was a blur.

+ English was a bluge again, i listened to music and talked to ronnie and alicia about DA, ronnie and me being the only azns finished the book.

+ Went home did biology hw and maths.

bad timing ;

Today i was kind of late to school but i bumped into Adrian who was not here yesterday. He said he had to go hospital because of a virus thingo. But anyway we had japanese first and that was fun i missed learning jap. I mean it was like yay im learning more again.

Maths was boring as usual but my GC had run out of juice before the lesson so i couldnt use it for a question.

Yesterday i accidentally took a hec textbook home that was the teachers when i should have given it back at the end of the lesson. So i did my hec work last night since i had the txtbk. So in hec today since i finished my work i just listened to my music, a little risky tho since i tied my hair up >.>. Anyway i did some work too.

Baka nii-san forgot his bag at courts while he was walking to his sport. While the chicks were waiting for the interschool netball team to finish off their game, me tien mande duyen myvee and teresa played truth or dare and myvee had to go ask this guy his name and she went walking around a tree after asking the guy what he was doing. looool. Netball was fun but i kept on jumping for the ball and bouncing it in my hand up in the air. lol eventually i got whistled at for wasting time probs. OMG I am so violent in netball i hit mande in the face with the netball at a distance of 50cm with a full pass force omg i just saw her open but she was concentrating on defending and omg this is the second time i hurt her. :( Gomennnnnnnnn mandeee !!! even tho you dont read this.

Went home killed time doing jap hw which is always fun. Now onto maths :(

- Lyhniee

Hyuuga ;

+ Its nearly time for the school holidays to end, sadly.

+ I have not done much since the hols.

+ I miss you guys.

+ I'm getting my youth allowance tomorrow.

+ I hope my goals can be reached in time.

+ Japanese is undoubtedly my favourite subject.

+ A friend of mine is always going there, even tho she is not from there.

+ A old friend came to visit coming back from a trip in Africa.

+ I have to deal with the fact that i have to grade.

+ There will not be another chance like this for another two years.

+ Luu died.


- Lyhniee

Hokkaido ;

+ finding this today made me think of hong [ click to zoom ] .

+ took one look at the title and left

+ okay this is how not to describe me.

+ so apparently these little ones are the new "cupcakes" of the world.

+ oh and when i came home yesterday, i had plenty of these in my hands.

+ LOL ! totally worth the ' wtf man ' .

+ how beautifully unproportionate this is [ picture ] .

+ this is basically describing how sometimes boredom and yield highly uncommon results.


- Lyhniee.

Hiroshima ;

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Yesterday during my training sessions one of my superiors kicked me in the face during sparr`ing and now regrettably i have a crescent-shaped scab hardened from the bleeding, right in the middle of my right cheek. One of my friends were like "omg lynn your face is bleeding" and i was like omg wtf. His toenail must have dug into my face because it left the crescent shape. Sigh gross i know.

Well right after he kicked me, he did ask if a was alright. -___- still. it hurt. You should cut your toenails, you bumhole !

At 11 or somewhere around there last night, i had an urge to draw so i just picked out one picture and printed it out and drew it. Firstly i knew i was rusty but it felt like it took ages to draw the head and then it was 1 when my told me to go to sleep so i continued in the morning at 10 when i woke up. It took me another 3 hours and i was finished. sigh felt so happy. 5 precious hours couldnt have been spent better. I missed the feeling of completing a drawing after working so long for it. I haven't drawn seriously in forever. My mum was even like "are you drawing lynn, wow you haven't drawn in ages !" . She was always saying that i should show my drawings to my couzin who is like a pro [ and im always raving on about him to hong and yen ]. But she also use to scold me all the time for doodling around my book when i was suppose to be working. hehe love her ^^

The afternoon was spent watching a taiwan drama movie, called Sophie's Revenge, that i was in the middle of watching on the plane back to Australia, earlier this year. I love it, its so funny and cool at the same time, I rmbr now, why i got addicted to taiwan dramas, because they were always hilariously cute.

- Lyhniee

Shinjuku ;

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Well now, the regrettably today was the day the reports had arrived for me and my sister. I was feeling content with my grades even though i knew i could do better but my sister went ahead and let out a huge hurray on behalf of herself. So when my rents got around to looking at the report, after an hour of hugging mine, not being able to face my parents with it, they seemed content but who was to say that they were not steaming inside.

So at the silent response that my parents left me, i spent most of my time after the report was handed to them, in my room trying to avoid eye contact and hide my guilt until they lectured me about how i could do better which was pretty soon after dinner. I felt better knowing that i was scolded for something i did wrong. It eased my mind and i felt better after that but i wish to strive for better results soon, and not whenever i want to.

Even though my parents seem to be calm for the moment many people are asking me to go place but i can only offer my "I'll have to see". I'm sorry, there wont be a big chance i will be coming to nii-san's party, which i really really, wanted to go to and from that start had planned to of course be there, but i should have thought about it more.

On Saturday i did something to someone and after that i felt very guilty, but i knew i would get scolded by him today so i was anticipating it from him at the start. But as the lesson passed by he didn't do anything, so i felt more guilty and more guilty until finally i " accidentally " did something wrong with my form and he scolded me. -sigh- i was so relieved then. Weird but it the only thing that would have made me feel better.

The usual hard out skip beat`ing ~

- Lyhniee