guilty ;

OMG i feel so shit as now

dont even want to talk about school work.

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omgggg i so sorrryy i did that to you i am sincerely sorry

i feel so guilty and throughout the day i was just thinking about that.

I'm so very sorry. didn't mean to, i swear omg i dont deserve anything anymore.

in fact you should just ignore me from now on.

i killed a part of your precious brain D:

Just hearing you say 'oww' shattered my frkkn heart.

gomengomen.gomengomen.gomengomen.
gomengomen.gomengomen.gomengomen.
gomengomen.gomengomen.gomengomen.
gomengomen.gomengomen.gomengomen.

gomenasai.

- Lyhniee

missing u ;

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Please let me get through this alright...


cuz im going to be okay :]


after this term ends :P

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awesomee new song that i am addicted to
[ I want to cry - Brave brothers ft. Jay Park ]
its really sad if you watch it :(
~ [its on my mixpod]

- Lyhniee

unconsciously ;

Frustrating how the mind wanders, the mind can travel along thoughts that i would have tried to avoid or they can take me through scenarios i would have loved to escape into.

Lately everything i mean everything is related back to one thought and even if, in the end it is a good thing, i can't seem to escape. Everything in my room, my study area and at school reminds me. Sometimes i even think that i unconsciously set up my room and my study area so that it actually reminds me of these kinds of thoughts.

Can't get em out of my head.


- Lyhniee.

five ;

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First day of SPRING :D

So i havent been blogging for hmmm 3 days i think :S
anyway... umm yehh mabs =________=
flipped to the next page and was like
"wth ??!! have i been studying ?? i dont know this crap"
lool nah it was just really hard TT__TT"

HAHAS everyone was dead after that, at leadt me and hong were.
we were just like (=_=)(=_=) ; teacher was like telling us her lifestory
or something ... idk wasn't listening

LOL hong ; [ advise for a 5yrold - shut up lil bastard ! ]
HAHAHAHAS ~

Its been 5 longggg days D: haven't seen ....

... the outside world trapped in my room studying lool >_>"


yess went so hyper today after a certain event :]

soccer was umm yehh pretty fun,
but me and duyen felt guilty of dragging everyone
to do soccer when they really didn't want to :(

hmm so tennis or bb or something else ?
i dont really mind i like most sports except rockandwater

- Lyhniee

linked ;

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omg yesterday dedicated to maths B revision

today was for biology

=____________=

i officially have no life for the next couple of weeks





- everything is linked to you.


Lyhniee

addicted ;

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Well today went to Duyen's to study lool Mande came but tobo didn't
But we really did study lool then ate chips then mande and duyen played
the keyboard and i just sat at the front of the house looking at the goldfishes.

Mande sings so beautifully and plays the piano too. (L)

Thought about Myvee and how maybe i could go over her house :L then ... hahas nahh

Going to duyens house i thought of her birthday party and how it seemed fun. I swear her house is really pretty and new and omgosh just so cool looking ;D

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kept thinking about you.

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One day i versed nii-san to mineswippers and like i played and lost i wanted to play him until i won but then i played 4 games with him and was so close the last one. But then he was like dont wanna play no more cuz you keep losing -____-" hmm... well then idk how but i kept wanting to play it. yes taii was right. I AM ADDICTED (*_*)

- sorry for what i said the other day. I was only kidding. :(

- Lyhniee

scarybumm.

Today went to vietschool. The elections were at the hall in our school and like usually it isnt there so a lot of people were getting confused about where it was so they were just randomly walking around the school. I was walking to the toilets this morning and saw this little girl stuck in the year1's playground because it has a fence around it. So i opened it for her and found a rock to keep the gate open. A couple and their kid was nearby asked me if this was where you vote and i said yep and pointed them over to the hall hehe i felt good to help out :)

Usually Yen, Tam, stacey and i head out to tams/yens place when its lunchtime, and the guys aka vinh and martin usual go buy their banh mi thit. So well this convo pretty much explains it

- [c=#A203C9]♞ ` hong nguyen[/c=15] ·$0 says (11:00 PM):
so what did you do today?

[c=48]lyhniee.pham#[/c] says (11:00 PM):
freeekkken got stalked by some azn dudes

[c=48]lyhniee.pham#[/c] says (11:01 PM):
scary as

- [c=#A203C9]♞ ` hong nguyen[/c=15] ·$0 says (11:01 PM):
vinh and martin?

[c=48]lyhniee.pham#[/c] says (11:01 PM):
YEHHH !! they were walking behind me and yen when we got out of school at lunch to walk to tams we saw them for a bit. then kept walking

[c=48]lyhniee.pham#[/c] says (11:02 PM):
then they dissappeared then we were walking back to school and they reappeared again behind us !!

IT WAS LIKE OMGGGG
yen like nearlly fell onto the road mann
we were like shiettting our pants off
FACKK

OMG i felt like i needed a hugg afterwards, so scaryyy !!
vinh omg that frickken bumholeeee

i swear they werent following us cuz i checked once after they had dissappeared but they must have been hiding behind a tree or something :|
- Lyhniee

Teme ;

Sigh why does everything seem so sad these days ? right now im stuck in between this issue. Well it really isnt my problem but it is affecting me dramatically because of the actions of the other party.

*speaking figuratively
Mori cant believe that it happened. Mori seriously could not imagine anyone doing that to honey sempai, since he is one of the nicest around so why the need to crush his teddy for ? hate you tamaki. Even if kyouya does defend you. screw you. If honey sempai's teddy is hurt mori is going to use his awesome Kendo skills on tamaki. Tamaki is a controlling dickhead, is that why he is the leader of partnership ? Tamaki should trust kyouya more on things like this. and kyouya should not be restricted liek this. Future events will be the same as this so there can not be anything done about this. Teme tamaki. Mori was very sorry that he could not do anything to comfort Honey sempai while his teddy bear is mended. :(
*the content of this story is fictional, any resemblence to actual people or events are purely coincidental*


and i love OURAN ! I love Kyouya he's so coool ! wahh ^O^"

- Lyhniee

completely ;

Today was umm... hmm foggy i rbmr being in jap and talking bludging then maths me and hong laughed our asses off again. Netball was umm well really just hopeless because we were playing against girls that were taller than me by a head [ year10 ] and i thought i was tall so no matter how much i was jumping and running around it just looked so hopeless xD i could not get thre ball whatsoever.

Hahas hong you kept on getting eyed today >:]

ps if u think your hair is dry go to myvee ;P lolol she'll help you out !

ニ人 子ども、^O^ かわいい でしょ 〜!

- Lyhniee

reignited ;

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lolol i can't really rmbr anything about today except today this guy had awesomeely good looking hair. I dont know if it was suppose to be like that or it was just bed hair HAHAS but it was like omg god-like heheh ^O^"

SO i was all happy and yehh but there was also that other matter that couldn't be ignored.

its not my place to say anything so i wont but sigh *_____* i feel i can not do anything
and when the heart of the problem did that . lets just say i did not take it well. I really feel angry at the fact and want to scream my arse off but it really isn't my place so i will try to find an alternative.

yehhh hehe kinda nice hair. cant stop thinking about it :P

- Lyhniee

messy ;

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So i am still debating whether i should go animania or not,

i dont really feel like it this year since last years stalls and stuff was kinda shitty but it was fun because of the eager friends coming :P

This year though the process of preperation of the tickets and what not is very messy so i was like omg cbf lol idk maybe i'll come so glomp hidan, konan and some other people :9 hahas


- btw MYVEE OMG i lovee youuuuuuuuuuuu ! no words to describe it honey (L) ;D thankyouu.

- Lyhniee.

nandemonai :

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This is hard now, this was my decision right? So where did all that happiness go? Where did all thr justification go? I don't know anymore. I knew this would be hard but i have to keep it up for now, until i know for sure. I'm sorry but this will something i have to do on my own. I know it will take even more time now but in the end hopefully it will be worth it. Hopefully i will get the result that i have been hoping for and i won't have to face reality as it is now.

I know i tend to look onto the worse case scenarios but this way i will definately be able to clear up my mind.

All i know is that i am... Kind of maybe missing that feeling.

On another note dont take it personally guys but jeez you dont have to be so... Anyway i think i over-reacted and said something i shouldnt have.

LOVe you 2pm esp Junsu :]

- Lyhniee

unrequited ;

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OMG found my good old friend from yr 8 shona at my tutor today ^^


Wahh cut my hair and now the top layer is like short as >__<" look so stupid now.


TOmorrow will be my last monday at school for 3 weeks since i am volunteering at Sherwood State School Prepiies after tomorrow.


Aww i am going to miss out on chem and jap :( and maths.... ">> but mostly chem :'(

- Lyhniee

kind ;

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+ smile + kind + calm + caring

+ yr 8 + art + japanese + gone

+ behind me + five people + close call

+ snake + animania + kakashi + meeting

+ cruel + innocent + rat + cried

+ basketball + above + nearly + fell

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She was standing alone ;
He came up to her and said ;
You looked like you were crying ;
She managed to mumble something in reply ;
Before she covered her face in embarrassment ;

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- Lyhniee

found out ;

Between the music sounding in my ears,
the silent smiles and the glances back and forth,
i stepped into a moment that seemed to last forever.

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LOL today... sigh

so tiring =]

omg i said something fatal that can not be taken back and now
the questions will keep on coming won't they.
One person will lead to another and another and then eventually.
Everyone is aware. At least that is how the book goes.

Well i am not looking forward to tomorrow.

- Lyhniee

dead ;

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AHHH ~ !
You may know that i love skip beat and sometimes im just in my own world.
Yes that is when i am thinking of; skip beat or maybe a boy nah not even :P .

I mean skip beat is what i live for but omg !!. My Favourite manga site. Onemanga.com is CLOSING down !! D: this is so sad because no other site compared with onemanga :( But now all the manga sites are closing down. one by one . SO i ask Why the hell are they closing down ? something with the scanlators and copyright !! D:


Please help by liking this link. =] onegaishimasu. PLEASE help me. this is like the end of my life.

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Support-scanlation-of-unlicenced-manga-boycott-American-published-manga/134903393214823?ref=sgm

THANK YOU if you do like but if you dont then i hate you TT"


updated on kpop and jpop and normals songs too.
loving - you are the only exception - paramore

- Lyhniee

Coasters ;

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So i quit my maths tutor and now i have another one. But i left my dear friend Shelly behind and so i can't see her often anymore. She said she might come over my new tutor tho :) Since the only time i see her is at tutoring.

I went to bunnings warehouse to buy batteries for my calculator and saw these cute little wooden 2D animals in the crafts section. I will be painting them and hopefully stick them somewhere in my bedroom. I also found wooden coasters. They will also be painted but i will paint a layer of glaze over them so the colours won't fade and be affected by the water.

- Lyhniee

Character change ;

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Was watching a bit of Shugo Chara but I'll continue another day. The storyline is sometimes repetitive.

I really want to grow my hair out quickly, and it has been growing but i wish it could just grow longer quicker. So maybe i should buy that Sunsilk longer faster type. But i am already using sunsilk, just not that type.

So tomorrow is the day huh. Time to face reality again and stop anime`ing , manga`ing,draw`ing and looking after myself. The stress is going to be deadly once again.

Well there is one thing that i am looking forward to this term. My chem teacher is going to be away for the term :D . For all those who know her you can't necessarily say she's a bad teacher, in fact she's probably the perfect teacher but that is basically what is so scary about her. When she set something up for the class everything has to be perfect, every detail.

When we're doing pracs if we don't shake up a mixture by this method, we get shouted at. When marking drafts every page returned is with red marks and comments everywhere. It gets up to the point where my silvie and duyen show each other our drafts and whoever has the most marks loses :L. i mean that's awesome in a way, that we will be very precise in everything we do but its very boring no not boring, dull. well maybe this is pretty harsh and maybe i twisted my words a bit hehe

This term in hec there will be a little unit on cooking but after we get to sew things, and i can't wait, I've got a million things i want to sew but i don't know really anything about sewing, i can even barely sew in a straight line.

Well im looking forward to seeing my friends again :)

- Lyhniee

Hyuuga ;

+ Its nearly time for the school holidays to end, sadly.

+ I have not done much since the hols.

+ I miss you guys.

+ I'm getting my youth allowance tomorrow.

+ I hope my goals can be reached in time.

+ Japanese is undoubtedly my favourite subject.

+ A friend of mine is always going there, even tho she is not from there.

+ A old friend came to visit coming back from a trip in Africa.

+ I have to deal with the fact that i have to grade.

+ There will not be another chance like this for another two years.

+ Luu died.


- Lyhniee

Yamagata ;

I have finally finished updating myself on Naruto and i have to say that, there were so many that were killed. Including My favourite characters KAKASHI and JIRAIYA !!

NANDE KOTO NAI DESU KA ?!!!
DOSHITE ??!!
why did kakashi have to die ...
i loved that guy man
was crying my eyes out by then TT^TT huuu...

hmm i have moer pictures of kakashi but i think i'll keep `em to myself :P

and jiraiya too... omg nande ?!!

sad for:

orochimaru

hinata

shizune

tsunade

itachi

deidara

utakata

and although i watched that last year

azuma

hmmm this suigetsu character, you know he reminds me of soul in soul eater or maybe its just his teeth anyways he's sugoi to omoshiroi desu ne

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Tomorrow is Taii's brithday
Nii-san i really am sorry i can not attend the party
you know that i really want to be there
Gomenasai anii jaa
Ashita, Otanjoubi Omettato Nii-san !

ashita, nii-san wa tomodachi to issho ni tanoshii ni iku desu yo
= have fun tomorrow
* if you cant read it dakara anata wa baka yarou :)

- Lyhniee