guilty ;

OMG i feel so shit as now

dont even want to talk about school work.

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omgggg i so sorrryy i did that to you i am sincerely sorry

i feel so guilty and throughout the day i was just thinking about that.

I'm so very sorry. didn't mean to, i swear omg i dont deserve anything anymore.

in fact you should just ignore me from now on.

i killed a part of your precious brain D:

Just hearing you say 'oww' shattered my frkkn heart.

gomengomen.gomengomen.gomengomen.
gomengomen.gomengomen.gomengomen.
gomengomen.gomengomen.gomengomen.
gomengomen.gomengomen.gomengomen.

gomenasai.

- Lyhniee

mine ;

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In biology today we were stuck at our desks. I love biology its my favourite subject, it was always my favourtie subject ever since primary (science) but i loved animals since i was small :]

Biology this year means a lot more to me now.

I can't wait until holidays then i'll be able to go out and shop and watch some movies i've been meaning to watch. Cant wait to play badminton ;D

ofcourse i hope i dont run out of money by then since i'll have to save up for animania. that is if im even going. O_______O"

Today was sooo cold and omgg i think im sick so right now im sitting on my bed in covered my quilt with my chem prac sheets and jap textbk next to me.

Thanks Sivlie and Leon for letting me borrow your jumpers :]

- Lyhniee

dream ;

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Most of the day I did nothing really, just camwhoring aka procrastinating. :L

Only good thing was that I had a bunch of m&ms for a snack. :/

Saw a fat bird in the backyard. :]

I don't remember much of my dreams.
I know that half of peoples dreams are forgotten the second they wake up.
I wish i can dream of something that made sense. :S

I am about to go revise maths once more. :P

Mande you make me laugh, you'll soon find out :x

I did go to tutor and work on my chem and maths hard out tho :D
so now im procrastinating again i guess...

- Lyhniee.

unconsciously ;

Frustrating how the mind wanders, the mind can travel along thoughts that i would have tried to avoid or they can take me through scenarios i would have loved to escape into.

Lately everything i mean everything is related back to one thought and even if, in the end it is a good thing, i can't seem to escape. Everything in my room, my study area and at school reminds me. Sometimes i even think that i unconsciously set up my room and my study area so that it actually reminds me of these kinds of thoughts.

Can't get em out of my head.


- Lyhniee.

five ;

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First day of SPRING :D

So i havent been blogging for hmmm 3 days i think :S
anyway... umm yehh mabs =________=
flipped to the next page and was like
"wth ??!! have i been studying ?? i dont know this crap"
lool nah it was just really hard TT__TT"

HAHAS everyone was dead after that, at leadt me and hong were.
we were just like (=_=)(=_=) ; teacher was like telling us her lifestory
or something ... idk wasn't listening

LOL hong ; [ advise for a 5yrold - shut up lil bastard ! ]
HAHAHAHAS ~

Its been 5 longggg days D: haven't seen ....

... the outside world trapped in my room studying lool >_>"


yess went so hyper today after a certain event :]

soccer was umm yehh pretty fun,
but me and duyen felt guilty of dragging everyone
to do soccer when they really didn't want to :(

hmm so tennis or bb or something else ?
i dont really mind i like most sports except rockandwater

- Lyhniee

reassuring ;

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windy today ayyes ?

well wasnt really in the zone today to start home ec.

Biology was a pract tho and yehh that was unexpected but funn ^D
hahas the end result, sticky tape was everywhere, on everyone ;P
even on someone's hair HAHAHS.

hmm. lunchtime was umm.. crazy. sitting down at the bb courts

Maths was funny. Like it usually is, hong omgg :] number 2 :P

2nd break - sitting down at the bb courts again. listening to
TIRED OF WAITING (L) and again&again (8)
so awesomee those songs.

So funny, today has given me lots of confidence to keep going.
thank you for reassuring me.

- Lyhniee

scarybumm.

Today went to vietschool. The elections were at the hall in our school and like usually it isnt there so a lot of people were getting confused about where it was so they were just randomly walking around the school. I was walking to the toilets this morning and saw this little girl stuck in the year1's playground because it has a fence around it. So i opened it for her and found a rock to keep the gate open. A couple and their kid was nearby asked me if this was where you vote and i said yep and pointed them over to the hall hehe i felt good to help out :)

Usually Yen, Tam, stacey and i head out to tams/yens place when its lunchtime, and the guys aka vinh and martin usual go buy their banh mi thit. So well this convo pretty much explains it

- [c=#A203C9]♞ ` hong nguyen[/c=15] ·$0 says (11:00 PM):
so what did you do today?

[c=48]lyhniee.pham#[/c] says (11:00 PM):
freeekkken got stalked by some azn dudes

[c=48]lyhniee.pham#[/c] says (11:01 PM):
scary as

- [c=#A203C9]♞ ` hong nguyen[/c=15] ·$0 says (11:01 PM):
vinh and martin?

[c=48]lyhniee.pham#[/c] says (11:01 PM):
YEHHH !! they were walking behind me and yen when we got out of school at lunch to walk to tams we saw them for a bit. then kept walking

[c=48]lyhniee.pham#[/c] says (11:02 PM):
then they dissappeared then we were walking back to school and they reappeared again behind us !!

IT WAS LIKE OMGGGG
yen like nearlly fell onto the road mann
we were like shiettting our pants off
FACKK

OMG i felt like i needed a hugg afterwards, so scaryyy !!
vinh omg that frickken bumholeeee

i swear they werent following us cuz i checked once after they had dissappeared but they must have been hiding behind a tree or something :|
- Lyhniee

pole ;

YENS BIRTHDAY TODAY !! (LL) HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEN ! :] loveyou.
your always with me everything i go through your with me. :) and it all started when i came to sit at your table in preschool ( so i was told by you )

And nancy's too :) HBD Nancy !!
anyway today was yay hahas loool pretty awesomee and funn haahs . like fun how bio an chem are and fridays is. Its always the best part of my days. LOL well today everyone was told to meet at our group at first break and there were only a couple of guys that came, they [taii kiet and someone else] left early wtf ?!! jeez TT___TT" taii should have stayed or at least leave by yourself hahahas nah jokes.

Hmm after bio myvee and tien were dragging me to umm lets say ummm to something i wasnt ready for :P and omg yesterday night the convos were so looool and cute and funny and sugoi ! thnks for the pic myveee ;) hahas and screw you taii im getting there i swear i am !! was so close last two times :P HONG omg loool your so cuteee (L)

yess i like your bed hair xD

- Lyhniee

Teme ;

Sigh why does everything seem so sad these days ? right now im stuck in between this issue. Well it really isnt my problem but it is affecting me dramatically because of the actions of the other party.

*speaking figuratively
Mori cant believe that it happened. Mori seriously could not imagine anyone doing that to honey sempai, since he is one of the nicest around so why the need to crush his teddy for ? hate you tamaki. Even if kyouya does defend you. screw you. If honey sempai's teddy is hurt mori is going to use his awesome Kendo skills on tamaki. Tamaki is a controlling dickhead, is that why he is the leader of partnership ? Tamaki should trust kyouya more on things like this. and kyouya should not be restricted liek this. Future events will be the same as this so there can not be anything done about this. Teme tamaki. Mori was very sorry that he could not do anything to comfort Honey sempai while his teddy bear is mended. :(
*the content of this story is fictional, any resemblence to actual people or events are purely coincidental*


and i love OURAN ! I love Kyouya he's so coool ! wahh ^O^"

- Lyhniee

completely ;

Today was umm... hmm foggy i rbmr being in jap and talking bludging then maths me and hong laughed our asses off again. Netball was umm well really just hopeless because we were playing against girls that were taller than me by a head [ year10 ] and i thought i was tall so no matter how much i was jumping and running around it just looked so hopeless xD i could not get thre ball whatsoever.

Hahas hong you kept on getting eyed today >:]

ps if u think your hair is dry go to myvee ;P lolol she'll help you out !

ニ人 子ども、^O^ かわいい でしょ 〜!

- Lyhniee

reignited ;

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lolol i can't really rmbr anything about today except today this guy had awesomeely good looking hair. I dont know if it was suppose to be like that or it was just bed hair HAHAS but it was like omg god-like heheh ^O^"

SO i was all happy and yehh but there was also that other matter that couldn't be ignored.

its not my place to say anything so i wont but sigh *_____* i feel i can not do anything
and when the heart of the problem did that . lets just say i did not take it well. I really feel angry at the fact and want to scream my arse off but it really isn't my place so i will try to find an alternative.

yehhh hehe kinda nice hair. cant stop thinking about it :P

- Lyhniee

better ;

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Today was fun.

I was really hoping that it would be better this time around and it was.
LOL the kids were more calm but still silly ahaha. got to help out with building their mini city :)
and watched a play that they performed, it was that story
about the piper and the rats in the town. I went through some words with them.

Did maths with 2 kids, Griffin and Rhett who were twins, they're so cute and good at addition. ^^
I tried to help out all the shy kids that i noticed while they were
making mobiles out of coat hangers to hang around the room :)

I remember a lot of their names but i doubt they rmbr mine :P

One little girl Millie thought that i was leaving for good so she hugged me hahahs how cute.

Mathew, Jamieson, Zaidan, Sam, Max, Evie are all so cute.

- Lyhniee

domo arigatou gozaimasu ;

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THANK YOU SO MUCH EVERYONE ! ^O^ !!

I LOVE YOU GUYS ! (L)

HAHAS this morning when Tien, Hong and Jazminee suddenly rocked up to my place i was watching Ben 10 ahaha when i heard someone at the gate, opened the door and was likee OHHHMYGODDD !! you guys omg omg im my... my pyjamas... !! which today was a pale pink jumper and some neon green pants :LOL

THen Taii appeared after a while :) and then tien and taii went home but omg they came all the way from goodna and heathwood ( very far ) to come to darra you guys srsly. aww and taii looked so adorable in his trackiies and jumper xD

[ Taii should have come w/ to ct but u might've been bored nah u there would've been fun :P ]

Hong and Jazmine and I went City LOL went on the ferris wheel and i got super scared!! see ?!! i told you guys i wasn't good with them but you guys had to drag me along. sigh anyway then while hong and jazminee was shopping for clothes, crap and what not i went to check out sunnies and trackiies ! see i really have been meaning to get some but hadn't got the transport so yehh.

Got on train for free, went to Goma for free :D

When i got a boost for the first time... a cute guy was serving me and said Happy Birthday to me (Y) best happy birthday today HAHAHS nahh jokes jokes but he really was cute... ;P
looooooooooooooool love you guys xD


- Lyhniee

strawberry`ncream ;

WAHH Myvee's Birthday today =]

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY MYVEE BUM-CHUM ;D

It was fun like everyone saw she got caked by sang then from lots more people AHAHAS

Heart dissection was interesting, well at least i participated this time

I finally got to hang out with the group again after a week of missing you guys ;) (L)

I woke up early today because i was excited for heron LOL idk...

Eng i kept talking to Ronnie about Heron until he was like " argg shutt upp lyhnnnn ! " ;P

Chem was funny, again the boys and girls were fighting over a table.


- Lyhniee

Hazukashii ! : embarrassing

hmm something is wrong with my blogger today :S the format for a new post is screw`d

ANYWAY I THOUGHT YESTERDAY WAS AN AWESOME DAY !!
TODAY WAS BETTER TOO !!

- i know like every post is thnking everyone and maybe i might over use the phrase but you guys i know i mean it =]
- THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN TIEN and HONG and EVERYONE (L) , who chipped in =] , but that was really too much guys >___<" you guys must be so poor by now.
- Im so lucky to have you guys though (L)
- JAPANese students left :( all crying
- LOL The jap teacher was really embarrassed i swear peer pressure much [sang, tien, mao-chan, momoko, kana and misato]
and i forgot his name but i know it was Ma~something Ki~something lol
- OMG IN MATHS !! AHAHS I haven't laughed like that in ages ages and omg my stomach was aching so much that i could laugh anymore AHHAS just thinking back to it is so funny ! AHAHAHAHS


- Lyhniee

kind ;

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+ smile + kind + calm + caring

+ yr 8 + art + japanese + gone

+ behind me + five people + close call

+ snake + animania + kakashi + meeting

+ cruel + innocent + rat + cried

+ basketball + above + nearly + fell

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She was standing alone ;
He came up to her and said ;
You looked like you were crying ;
She managed to mumble something in reply ;
Before she covered her face in embarrassment ;

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- Lyhniee

bangumi ;

Me and Duyen were guides to the Japanese home stay students. Exciting desu ne ! Went around the school but we didn't really say much and its made me realise that my Japanese really needs a super upgrade. far out man, srsly.

Biology was scary we were playing with balloons and foxy popped one.

mata mitai desu ne ~

- Lyhniee

found out ;

Between the music sounding in my ears,
the silent smiles and the glances back and forth,
i stepped into a moment that seemed to last forever.

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LOL today... sigh

so tiring =]

omg i said something fatal that can not be taken back and now
the questions will keep on coming won't they.
One person will lead to another and another and then eventually.
Everyone is aware. At least that is how the book goes.

Well i am not looking forward to tomorrow.

- Lyhniee

dakara daisuki desu ;

gomen for those who can not read this. nothing personal, i just feel like jap.

kyou wa subarashi yo .

etto.. kyou wa betsuni demo watashi wa ureshii dakara anta no hohoemi wa kirei da ne.

kyoushi wa tsumaranai no aida ni nihongo da.

Rai nen, Adrian-kun mo watashi mo wa uni course - nihongo o benkyou shitai da kedo machiganai, rai nen wa totemo isogashii o naru da!


jaa, matta ne

- Lyhniee

worthwhile ;

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lool such old friends, yen and vinh (ngyn.). They are always making me laugh. School on saturdays would never be as worthwhile if they were not there. Sometimes 3 hours with them are not enough. :)

Tien came over today and we did chem and jap h/w and other stuff. Was meant to go shopping but that will be for tommorow.

Tommorow, i may be demonstrating at St Josephs fate. Although Len pressured me to go i don't want to get up on stage, but if i don't he will surely get up me for not showing T___T"
-sigh- mendokusai desu ne ~

Sometimes i forget i am grateful.

- Lyhniee