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Well now, the regrettably today was the day the reports had arrived for me and my sister. I was feeling content with my grades even though i knew i could do better but my sister went ahead and let out a huge hurray on behalf of herself. So when my rents got around to looking at the report, after an hour of hugging mine, not being able to face my parents with it, they seemed content but who was to say that they were not steaming inside.
So at the silent response that my parents left me, i spent most of my time after the report was handed to them, in my room trying to avoid eye contact and hide my guilt until they lectured me about how i could do better which was pretty soon after dinner. I felt better knowing that i was scolded for something i did wrong. It eased my mind and i felt better after that but i wish to strive for better results soon, and not whenever i want to.
Even though my parents seem to be calm for the moment many people are asking me to go place but i can only offer my "I'll have to see". I'm sorry, there wont be a big chance i will be coming to nii-san's party, which i really really, wanted to go to and from that start had planned to of course be there, but i should have thought about it more.
On Saturday i did something to someone and after that i felt very guilty, but i knew i would get scolded by him today so i was anticipating it from him at the start. But as the lesson passed by he didn't do anything, so i felt more guilty and more guilty until finally i " accidentally " did something wrong with my form and he scolded me. -sigh- i was so relieved then. Weird but it the only thing that would have made me feel better.
The usual hard out skip beat`ing ~
Well now, the regrettably today was the day the reports had arrived for me and my sister. I was feeling content with my grades even though i knew i could do better but my sister went ahead and let out a huge hurray on behalf of herself. So when my rents got around to looking at the report, after an hour of hugging mine, not being able to face my parents with it, they seemed content but who was to say that they were not steaming inside.
So at the silent response that my parents left me, i spent most of my time after the report was handed to them, in my room trying to avoid eye contact and hide my guilt until they lectured me about how i could do better which was pretty soon after dinner. I felt better knowing that i was scolded for something i did wrong. It eased my mind and i felt better after that but i wish to strive for better results soon, and not whenever i want to.
Even though my parents seem to be calm for the moment many people are asking me to go place but i can only offer my "I'll have to see". I'm sorry, there wont be a big chance i will be coming to nii-san's party, which i really really, wanted to go to and from that start had planned to of course be there, but i should have thought about it more.
On Saturday i did something to someone and after that i felt very guilty, but i knew i would get scolded by him today so i was anticipating it from him at the start. But as the lesson passed by he didn't do anything, so i felt more guilty and more guilty until finally i " accidentally " did something wrong with my form and he scolded me. -sigh- i was so relieved then. Weird but it the only thing that would have made me feel better.
The usual hard out skip beat`ing ~
- Lyhniee
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