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Stayed home, watched a bit of reborn and skip beat and watched alot of vampire knight.
Mum hogged the laptop, sister was on the computer and Dad took the TV. Forcing me to use my ipod -__- i know right, im so bored without the net. Well i did revise over some japanese and maths and started getting into my training again. Around this time every holiday is the time when i start to feel more hmm.. stressfree ? lol yes its like the feeling of knowing that nothing is on your shoulders anymore, you know, well yep today was calming.
Some times though there are days where you feel like there is nothing to do, like you have been given this space to do stuff but when its here, you can't think of anything but when it comes to test/assignment time, you procrastinate. lol its probably just me but somewhere along in the holidays i will feel like this. A sense of nothingness, feeling like nothing. no anger. no happyness. i sometimes find myself spacing out like that. hmm i forgot the original purpose of this paragraph... i was suppose to say something else. oh well...
My parents are getting more and more worked up. They are now very tense. I wish i had tried harder to please them. Again i state that i am pretty scared at what will happen if i ask them to go anywhere right now, i will probably end up getting lectured and the rest of the holidays will be spent doing revising subjects, under their guidence.
Mum hogged the laptop, sister was on the computer and Dad took the TV. Forcing me to use my ipod -__- i know right, im so bored without the net. Well i did revise over some japanese and maths and started getting into my training again. Around this time every holiday is the time when i start to feel more hmm.. stressfree ? lol yes its like the feeling of knowing that nothing is on your shoulders anymore, you know, well yep today was calming.
Some times though there are days where you feel like there is nothing to do, like you have been given this space to do stuff but when its here, you can't think of anything but when it comes to test/assignment time, you procrastinate. lol its probably just me but somewhere along in the holidays i will feel like this. A sense of nothingness, feeling like nothing. no anger. no happyness. i sometimes find myself spacing out like that. hmm i forgot the original purpose of this paragraph... i was suppose to say something else. oh well...
My parents are getting more and more worked up. They are now very tense. I wish i had tried harder to please them. Again i state that i am pretty scared at what will happen if i ask them to go anywhere right now, i will probably end up getting lectured and the rest of the holidays will be spent doing revising subjects, under their guidence.
- Lyhniee
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