When I was young I remember questioning many things. I was always everywhere like ADHD. My parents esp my mum could never take her eyes off of me because I'd be gone somewhere if she did. I would always get lost, destroy things haha but now that I think about it I think I probably did not get enough stimulation as a child. I was always destroying things only because I took them apart and looked into everything. I asked my mum how come I didn't have toys to keep me occupied and she said that even though I had a lot of toys I would always play with them for a few minutes and then run off and do something else haha.
I wanted to learn is all I wanted to do. I wanted to find out things. I'd shove things into my mouth. I remember ripping open some washing powder for the clothes one day and playing with this powder that smelled nice, put it on my face and in my hair and throwing it around in the living room. So you can see why I looked like I was a naughty child when I was young.
I remember finding this furry thing on my teeth (plaque) and I would always wipe it off because even though I didn't know what it was I still thought it shouldn't be there.
My parents always describe me as when I was little as naughty, couldn't sit still, couldn't keep her hands off anything, broke and climbed everything, always running around.
I used to climb out of my cot all the time and one time I fell to the ground and had to go to hospital though I don't remember this haha
A little more grown up now, perhaps in grade 1 or 2, I usually figured out how to do things by experimenting with them in any way. I lacked a lot of common sense though haha ie. I nearly jumped from the bed onto my sisters tummy when I told her to lie down and let me. I don't know what I was thinking but luckily my mum came in and stopped me.
Also like this one day when I was bathing, still in year 2 or 3 I think, I used my mum's body wash and I found that it created so much of the bubbly foam thingo so I scooped it all up and put it in an ice cream tub we were reusing and I got out of the bath to hide it under in my bedside table thinking that I'd preserve it for playing later. I resumed bathing and then I forgot about the foam and watched TV until I went to sleep and I remembered about the foam but when I looked in the box it was gone and I sat there thinking "where'd it go??!!" I was so confuseddd no joke I still remember how confused and sad I was because I wanted to play with it more!! Then noticed how there was imprints on the side of the box and then I realised they must have dried up :(
I drew everywhere too haha like every little kid. Every piece of furniture from when I was young that's still in the house, which is the majority) you'll find I've drawn on it with crayon, yepp I even got a hold of my dad's paint (actual paint and started painting the outside of my house in smiley faces (my mum stopped me at one smiley face) and I painted a part of our side of our neighbours stone fence and they're still there.
I had this natural curiosity to explore. Even though I was like in year 3, I used to climb everything. Climbed a tonne of trees. climb the wardrobe. broke that wardrobe haha. Climb my cot broke that too. Climb onto that tallest part of the play gym that no one wanted to climb at darra lol climb the poles at darra hahah (so did everyone else but yea) climb the doors, climb the TV set climb both neighbours fences.
And I still I broke a lot of things. broke toys, broke plates, broke cups, broke wardrobes, broke everything. Everything I played with I broke essentially lol broke my arm :LL broke chairs broke hammocks I even broke my backyard clothes hanger (those square ones yepp I used to go climbing on that and swinging on that until one day, after it was raining, I climbed onto it and swung and the cemented area at the bottom slid out because the soil had become muddy hmm broke trees, broke cabinets broke mirrors broke car parts, broke curtain hangers, broke beds of everyone in the house and i'm sure I broke more. I didn't mean any harm :(
I just couldn't keep my hands off thing. So much so that my family's friends didn't want me in their house with expensive stuff when they held home parties eating outside. My neighbour also stopped letting me in. I always wanted to explore other peoples houses. Eventually they stopped inviting my family over to eat. I used to get the other kids in trouble too and I would also lead them to do stuff that I didn't know I wasn't allowed to do and that was the last time I got invited to my dad's cousins house. My own aunty and uncle didn't want me to go to their second floor lol.
I still explore peoples houses haha. Like the other week I explored jazmine's room (with her there ofc haha sleeping) LOL I remember when jazmine really didn't like me going anywhere in her house except her living room. I guess I was kind of rude >_> that was something I lacked knowledge on too.
the reason I blogged about this is that I realised how I'm still really like that sometimes still sometimes seen as rude because I don't know so please tell me if I'm being rude, I know I am sometimes. I still get really curious about how the world works. I still explore everything when I get a hold of something new eg. when I got my ipod I accidentally put in a pin and shut myself out :( and I explored my ipad and found out how to do a lot of stuff. You know? I just want to know. I don't climb anymore lol I have vertigo now lol and brutally scared of heights and I still break things upon exploring. I still get easily distracted ;(
- Lyhnn
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