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Sunday I woke up at 6:30 naturally and thought fml I woke up so early T_T but then I remember well I've got to get used to jogging anyway so got out of bed and house of the house by 7 I think and then I went walking and jogging a bit around jaz's block and then after an hr went back home. I remember being really pissed because my dad woke up and then asked if I was going out and stuff I said no. Can't they just leave me be. It's not big deal going jogging but the whole house wakes up seriously. Anyway I didn't want to make anything of it jesus. just fckn go back to sleep. >_> anyway yeahh didn't have my music player charged so jogged and walked by myself. 

During the day I moved stuff around and spent the day talking on fb with ppl and moving my bedside table and table around and leveling all of my furniture to make sure everything wasn't slated. I found a new mouse hole while I was shifting things. great they just keep going. I got hay fever by the afternoon from all the dust so that continued into the night.

Then at 7 suddenly there was a phone call from my dad's friend inviting him and another person to come eat free at this restaurant. I was dragged along. I didn't want to be alone with him T_T and his friend is my boss's dad. The boss and his dad didn't know that I was my dad's daughter (ew) if you get me. They didn't know that he and I were family. So I've felt guilty for not telling them. It's because because we didn't want to pressure them into giving me the job. 

Tonight was the night that they would find out and so Boss was really surprised. kept saying small world. I felt really guilty so I texted a few ppl. People who I know are straight forward haha mah bestie and another who I knew would give it to me straight and I explained to them. Even though the replied texts were a simple "You shouldn't feel guilty it's trivial" it was probably the most reassuring feeling. 

Dinner was with a bunch of people and I was relieved that he didn't know anyone either. He kept passing food into my dish goddamn I was so full even though I didn't reat much. I may have looked like I was holding back of dieting and I know how unappealing that looks but I was legit full aye. Kind of also made me feel like he was a brother or a bf which was like .... T_T please stop but yeahh we talked a lot about stuff since we didn't really have anyone else to talk to. I guess it was a pretty alright evening heyy because wihtout boss it would have just been a bunch of old people my dad's age lol. 

Men's finals for tennis was on but I couldn't watch since I had to go to sleep early to jog. 

- Lyhnn