Highs and lows today. Went for a morning jog watched the sun rise it was beautiful. I was so happy. It felt like nothing mattered like there were no worries and there was no one. It was so amazing. I wish to have that feeling everyday. I wished Jaz and Hong were there to see it.
The song I woke up to and blasted into my ears while walkiing was Silhouettes by Avicii I don't know what it is about that song but its so uplifting and empowering for me. Probably the 'we come a long way since that day and we will never look back at the fading silhouette' part. Actually the whole damn song is amazing. I can never skip it. No matter the few times I tried I just can't lol. It really fit the rising sun I watched.
Came back home to shit. Wow what a waste of endorphins. A breakthrough today. Work was okay. Left there alone. I just over thank and just came home worse. The rain didn't help. All I wanted to do was run and feel that morning rush again.
Taek and Len made us run 4 laps around the center which didn't happen often and yepp I took the chance to run full on. I didn't care if I was dead after. I just ran. I didn't want to think anymore. Len always cheers me up. He sees me at my worst sometimes since I go to taek to feel better. Sleep deprived after exam periods, sick and I need to sweat it out, when I generally feel shit but still he keeps on chuggin away and pushing everyone. Or maybe its the work of the endorphins? :P
- Lyhnn
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