heyy,
went to ants 18th on saturday.bloody got tipsy/lightly drunk. frikken did some things I don't usually do. Uni had been ehh boring like usual.
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I didn't realise it but I had gotten so used to the guys around me being assholes that I had become really cold and never expecting of anything their behaviours bought with them so when I blurted out something I would expect from them to you, you rejected it and I was so surprised, at myself and at you.
I was suprised that I had become so accustomed to my jerky guy friends that I would expect taht already and I also felt ashamed that I would accuse you of something like that. I was suprised at you because I thought deep down all the guys were like my jerky friends heyy but no. It was nice to find someone nice again to talk to. shit I realised how nice you are compared to the guys I hang with. It was just refreshing to have some decent guy there.
yepp I do find most of my guy friends are dicks and dgaf I just smh and move on never expecting anything gentlemanly like from them.
cheers to you.
brother from another mother.
*faith in men partially restored*
-Lynn
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