Time is ticking and with all this other stuff happening, this happy medium probably won't last long without the effort of both people. You sent me this video last night and it got to me pretty bad. I had a shit night and was thinking that I could let that pass but then that shit came up and I just died with the d replaced with a c. There were a lot of things but the main reason,I'm not too sure about. All I know is that you contributed. I'm trying to understand you. If I look past all the emotive strikes you use when trying to make yourself seem like you dont care then I see clearly that you do in fact care a lot even. You ask me a lot of things and you said yourself that you don't remember stuff if they are not important yet you remember things about me. Thanks but it doesn't change the fact that you are nothing like this in rl.
I feel ashamed that I'm even thinking about this even though you are an awesome person. You're a friend I've grown quite close to and being that I feel the okay to express some of my inner thoughts without being judged but I don't know if you say things to other people. I feel guilty for thinking about this, I'm sorry I want to ask you but then that might break our trust. I'll hope for the best in you because I really want you to stay as my good friend. In fact I've considered you as a best friend at times recently.
- lyhnn
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