Planetarium.: korosu ;

Monday, July 25, 2011

korosu ;

Man I love Shizuo Heiwajima.

fuckk. Man what a shitty day I've been having ayye. Morning was good. Arvo was a fucken blast ayye. Really wanted to prove them wrong and I needed to vent, physically. Really needed to get to taek. I think I went off at some people. Man I really wanted to the rage at who ever was annoying me, looking for any excuse to vent. arggg

Taek came but I didnt even get a chance to vent. Instead, I was the one being thrown around T3T. Couldn't even throw one tiny punch. PLUSSS!!! i got frikken kicked in the leg, by someone who used to be dear to me, just because my sister didn't do a good job with her shit. man that jsut struck a nerve. and I'm left unvented. so hmm I think tomorrow I might find someone to get pissed at. fuckk, I'm still not happy.

- Lyhnn

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2024 Update For Context

A whole ass 10 years have past since I properly bloged. I always wanted to keep this blog up. I don't ever intend to archive my posts because they are part of who I was and still am.

Now approaching 30, I want to continue this blog. It feels so performative, back then and even now but I want to do this for myself now. I'm confident in my thoughts and feelings and my rationale because I have fumbled so much shit over these 10 years that I've learnt a lot lol. yeh she really fucking went through it cuz she was so dumb lol but I am so much richer because of those trying times. I feel the most content I have ever been. I'm sure I said that at 25 years old too but I have grown a lot since then. I still have a lot to learn.

I value emotional intelligence and empathy nowadays. I find that empathy is such a valuable learned muscle to 'grow' not just to practice for others but myself as well. It will be an underlying theme on my blog. I have a lot I want to post about but mostly I want to commit to penning my thoughts because they just float around and it'd be nice to place them somewhere.

I'm not pragmatic in my thoughts and I'm not eloquent in my writing and my vocabulary is probably my strongest asset but I strive to be better and hope this will help me along the way.