Wednesday, October 27, 2010

why ;

Im so pissed right now ? Why do you do this ? why do you continue to do this? Everytime i try to say it you excuse your self, what to you think that you can just say all those things about me and just provide an excuse, that doesnt mean anything, you cnat just do that. Why the ehll would you do that to me? Such a freaken control freak. But the fact that you have me crying right now about something as small as this , stressed over so many years just proves how close you are to me and that a real friend, actually a real person wouldnt treat other people in such a manner. You think that just because i have a special tie with you means you can just treat me like sht.

I are no friend of mine. does it make you happy? Do you like treating me this way? not even knowing that im reduced to tears everytime, that pops up ? Everytime i try to talk to you about it, you just think im joking around or dismiss the topic with an excuse for your actions. Did i do something bad in my other life is that why i desever this now ? I wan to run away from this, but i cant for now. How many year more am i going to deal with this ? how can i continue this fight when im finally crying my arse off after years of wear and tear from your doing. I cant escape this.


* on comp>noslashes.


- Lyhniee

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