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I had sworn that i would give up on you today, but you just took whatever strength i had and threw it out the window. It was as if you knew. It was likely that you were toying with me, but you did not know how much it meant to me. I knew it was hopeless but still i could not ignore you and by the end of the day i was cursing myself for letting you get to me once again. This emotion that is felt, occupying my mind restlessly. It almost seems like i am powerless against this sudden force.
Once again the heart will not listen to the head.

And now i am left feeling the sadness and regret of how this could not be stopped.

- Lyhniee